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I saw you from across the room and thought I’d take a chance.
I told myself to ignore all those feelings of insecurity.
I told myself to put aside the pain of old relationships.
I told myself not to think about those women – women who hurt me.
Really, they tore out my heart, stomped on it, put it [...]

you’ve got to know when to hold them,
know when to fold them.
no mood for poetry, or as john calls it, cryptic verse.
just trying to end this game of blind stupidity.
Now ev’ry gambler knows that the secret to survivin’
Is knowin’ what to throw away and knowing what to keep.
the trick should then be to listen to [...]

thanks for all you’ve done.
class gathering was the most inert of all class outings,
possibly because it had the heaviest of all baggages
and the weight of the most meaning.
a fitting way to end the year.
thank God we aren’t there yet.
i have many things to look forward to this holiday.
two camps, one in which i will be [...]

i havent had a proper post in ages.
It feels empty and alone
I can’t believe you’re gone

its difficult seeing you again.
and dealing with the sin and the shame at the same time.

You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly
maybe.
I sing it while I feel I can’t [...]